My Vegetarian Journey

As most of you know, I became a vegetarian. It has helped me immensely! I started in September 2019, planning to only do it for just that month, but I felt so good to where I had to continue. I am now in month five of not eating meat. The reason I started in the first place was because my boyfriend’s mom was actually not eating meat for awhile. She was telling me how it helped her a lot with having more energy, weight loss, less bloating, etc. I was interested because I always felt so sluggish and nauseous after eating meat. I also was ALWAYS bloated. Many people may eat meat and that doesn’t happen to them, everyone is different. I believe that my body was becoming sensitive to it possibly. I just knew something had to definitely change. I started researching more about the vegetarian lifestyle and watched people’s experiences on YouTube on how it has affected them in a positive way. I then said, I need to do this for myself. In the beginning it was a little difficult because my body was immune to eating meat. I did not crack at all though and it became so much easier. I don’t even think about eating any kind of meat, I feel that I would get sick if I were to eat it again. The only time I miss it is when I see well cooked meals on social media, such as seafood boils, chicken alfredo, steak, well you know; the good stuff lol. It isn’t that serious to where I would go back though. I don’t even eat seafood and I loved seafood! I thought of maybe going pescatarian, but I don’t think it would be worth it. I’m telling you guys, I feel more than great. I am never bloated anymore, I don’t get nauseous, I also lost so much weight which is what I’ve been wanting for the longest. I struggled losing weight for several years. My freshman and sophomore year in High school, I was in the 120s. I began to gain weight quickly my junior and senior year. I was 140-145 for a very long time, even entering College I was stuck in the 40s. I tried working out, doing challenges, etc. it just wasn’t enough, or I would crack. About two months before I stopped eating meat, I hit 148 and that’s when I truly knew I had to make those changes. We can say we’re going to do something several times, but we just have to go do it without thinking about it too much. There is no such thing as a “perfect weight” don’t think that if you’re in the 40s or more, that you aren’t a healthy weight. Don’t worry about my numbers, like I said; we are all different! It is about being comfortable. I was not comfortable in my body and I didn’t like feeling sluggish all the time. I wanted to do something for MYSELF. Not eating meat isn’t the only thing that has helped me; there is more to it. I make certain that I eat vegetables and/or fruits EVERYDAY… no excuses. I also eat smaller portions and eat healthier in general. I measure my rice and pasta now, and I only eat bread 1-3 times a week (not even). I used to eat bread basically everyday. There are also meatless products, but I only really like veggie burgers and the plant based “chicken” patties. Being an Afro-Latina, I grew up eating a lot of chicken with rice and beans, empanadillas, and many other meat dishes. I can still make my rice the Puerto Rican style and I can eat tostones (plantains) still and any other dishes that just don’t have meat. If you don’t plan on becoming vegetarian, looking out for portions is key. Another thing I stepped away from is eating eggs and dairy. It can be difficult though, because a lot of foods have eggs and dairy, but it’s not impossible to look out for that! Dairy upsets my stomach anyway, so it’s for the best. I also do not workout often, I workout once or twice a week and they are not serious workouts. My goal weight was 125 and I weighed in on Tuesday 1/7/2020 at 124.80! I told myself I would do a long post on my journey once I met my goal weight. I have come so far and my goal is to maintain my weight and workout more. Once again, all sizes are beautiful, don’t you guys ever forget that. It is all about comfort and if you want to make a change you can do it! Here are some pictures of my before and after and a few pictures of when I weighed myself. I didn’t weigh myself everyday, so you will only see a few weigh ins. I hope you enjoy these pictures and just know you can do anything you put your mind to!

The Before

Weigh ins

The After

2020 is here!

Happy New Year everyone! Praying for many more blessings to enter your lives. 2019 was tough, but you live and you learn. Also remember that you cannot control everything that happens. Love yourself, forgive, pray for joy and peace, and keep fighting. Always love on this side.

Why?

I have a lot running through my mind right now as I’m clearing things out of my room and listening to music. Sometimes I just think that I can be way too nice. Why do I have to be like this? Why do I give so many chances, thinking that actions will be changed? Why do I take people’s crap? Truth is, I can’t even answer that. I’m just so caring and selfless. People will keep doing the same things if you keep allowing them to. As you guys know, I don’t question God. So I won’t question Him on why He made me this way. I have to accept it and learn that it’s okay to put my foot down and to step back. I have to take care of myself. A lot of people showed me their true colors this year and I accept that. I will forever keep pushing to get to where I’m supposed to be. Guys, never stop taking care of yourselves! Your mental health is important, you’re important… don’t lose yourself.

Sick again

Hey blog fam. I enjoyed my 21st birthday a lot. I hope everyone had a great Christmas! Unfortunately I got sick again. I’ve been trying my best to rest, it could be very hard though. I’m praying that I feel better before the new year, which I’m certain that I will. I’m upset with myself for slacking again on my posts. It’s like a never ending cycle. Hopefully I get on track again. As of now, I’m just focusing on getting better again. Love you all and I’m sending blessings and positive energy.

I’m home

Hey everyone, so I enjoyed myself in PA for the most part. I am very grateful I was able to go on that trip. A lot happened, but everything happens for a reason. I’m glad I was able to spend time with my best friend and her family though! Oh yeah, I will be twenty-one in just two days. It’s bittersweet thinking about it. Well here are a few more pics from PA. The scenery was so beautiful over there!

Observant, appreciative.

If I’m being honest, I do feel more peaceful since I came on this trip. Truly needed a break from Palm Bay for a little. I feel like I’m thinking more clearly and everything. I do miss home though already. Even though my town doesn’t feel much like home, I miss the people I love and my house. When I go on trips, I tend to realize that things could actually be worse than what I’ve been dealing with. I’m a very observant person to begin with, but I observe more when I’m not in my town. I observe stores, people, the scenery, just everything. I recently observed kids walking in the snow to school and thought to myself, “I never had to do that, I feel so bad”. I used to literally complain if I had to just walk to the bus stop when I was in middle and high school. The message I’m trying to share is that we should always be appreciative for what we have. At least I was able to even have transportation and get an education. We don’t really stop and think about that. I know some of us go through the struggle everyday, whether it be struggling financially, mentally, physically, etc. but remember that it’s all temporary. Eventually something great comes along from the hardships. Also know that God doesn’t want to see us struggle, we will always end up finding a way to the light. Let’s be appreciative for being able to wake up in the morning, to walk, to see, to hear, etc. Not many get to have that chance in this life. What are some things that you’re appreciative of?

Very blessed that I have God, family, friends, and so much more. I’m even blessed that I was able to go on this trip because I wouldn’t have been able to share this with you guys. This is me, alive, and healthy!

In PA!

Happy Saturday blog fam! I left Florida around 3pm and landed in Pennsylvania about 5pm yesterday. I’m not sure what we are doing today, but the blog schedule is just going to change while I’m on this trip. I will probably post at random times, just to let you guys know what I’m doing at that moment, or even to just post pictures randomly. Regardless, I will be switching up the schedule again anyway! I’m thinking of turning it into posting at anytime. I usually have a lot of ideas that pop into my head and want to post my ideas right then and there instead of waiting until 8pm on specific days. A lot of changes are coming in general. A new year is coming soon, and change can be good! Well, I’m going to end this post with a few pictures I took yesterday. I hope you all enjoy!

Running errands!

What’s good y’all! I’ve been super busy today, got a lot more stuff for my trip. My family also got some great news today, so it has been an overall productive and nice day. I have a strong feeling that many more blessings are coming and I give God all the thanks. I’m so excited for what’s to come on 2020 guys, you have no idea! I just want to say, if you feel like giving up.. don’t please!! We all are about to have great things coming. I am actually at a store right now finding more things to bring with me on the trip, so I wanted to keep this short! I hope you all have been enjoying your day, sending love!

Where have I been?

Hey blog fam!! I’ve been trying to get back on track. I’ve been pretty busy! After Thanksgiving, I ended up getting a bad cough and was extremely weak. As I was recovering from that, I had to study for finals. Yes, finals! I know time definitely flew. I took my finals last week and passed them and I passed all my classes, so you can only imagine how relieved I am feeling now! Something else that’s exciting is that I’m already leaving on Friday to visit my best friend. She lives in Pennsylvania and they’re expecting some snow, so I can’t wait to take some nice pictures for you all. I will be bringing my laptop with me so I can blog up there. Also, ya girl is turning twenty-one in just sixteen days. I am very hype about this month. I hope you guys are still tuned in, I know I’ve been slacking immensely, but I can’t give up. I’ve been very hard on myself this whole year, so I’m praying that I learn to breathe a little more in 2020 and so on! Thank you all for the love, sending my blessings as always. I WILL be posting at 8pm tomorrow!

Feeling under the weather

Hey guys, I’m feeling a little tired tonight and my throat is starting to hurt. My night will probably consist of putting Vicks on my chest, and drinking tea with honey in it. I’m hoping I will feel better for Thanksgiving, even though I’m not completely sure what we are doing anyway. I haven’t been sleeping well lately so I think it’s all catching up to me unfortunately. I have errands to run tomorrow though, so no time to be feeling blah ya feel me? Anyway, I’m going to call it a night probably soon. I hope your day has been going great! Sending Blessings always.