Chill Mondays

Today I had a pretty chill Monday, which is not usually the norm. I had a lot of people stop by my house today and I honestly needed that. It’s very nice to have some company, especially when you can sit and talk for hours. It’s time for me to go make some vegetarian dinner for myself though, I will do a post on what I usually eat now! I hope you guys have been having a great Monday. Stay tuned for 8pm tomorrow!

Getting things done!

Good morning guys! Ya girl has to take finals soon, so I’m starting the day off with studying. I’ve finished all my assignments on time, so I could have the opportunity to actually study well. I feel like every time finals are close, I feel pressured and don’t even study with a clear mind. This will definitely help me. Getting my mind right today and being very productive. I hope you all have a great rest of your weekend!

Quote of the night!

Hey y’all! I just wanted to leave this quote with you guys tonight. I’ve had a long day, so I wasn’t planning on writing something long! I hope you guys think about this quote for awhile and plan to step out of your comfort zone! We have to stop being so comfortable with being too comfortable, always remember that. Goodnight to you all, sending blessings and positive energy your way!

So close

I came home from class earlier, ate something and started working on assignments right away. I’m currently sitting here on my laptop working on these quizzes for my speech class and it makes me realize how fast this semester went. I am so proud of how far I have come with waking up early to go to these classes because boy is college something. I am excited for the holidays because I can get a little break that I feel that I deserve. Every semester I cry and cry, but I tell myself I have to suck it up and keep going. I’ve always took education so seriously even though I didn’t like having to get up for school for so many years. Though we make our own schedules for college, it can be a little hectic because we are adults now and have other major priorities. I just know it will all be worth it. This break approaching will be nice, but honestly I’m prepared for these new classes next semester. I am so determined to finish, and yes I will probably shed some more tears until I’m completely done, but I’m trying to remain focused. Also as I mentioned before, if you aren’t in college who cares! You’re still a dope individual and your goals WILL be achieved. Love you blog fam, take a break tonight and get some rest. (Says the girl who is sitting on her laptop doing work still). I will get some rest though for sure. See ya at 8pm tomorrow!

God answers

I prayed for something the other night and God answered yesterday morning. There was another time that I prayed for something else and he answered months later. No matter how long it takes, he always answers. You can ask for something and it can take YEARS, but he will answer you. Don’t ever feel like no one is listening because he always is. I could promise you that. I’ve been going through it for the longest, you know when it seems like your situation just won’t end??? Well I honestly just fight and fight because I know that this is all temporary. I hope you all understand that the storm is temporary. Even though I’m living through a storm, I know I can overcome it because God provides. I don’t just say it either, I believe it. He is an amazing God and honestly without him, I would be having a difficult time to keep moving forward. When I was lost and pushing God away at one point, I just wanted to give up on everything.(I will get deeper into that story in another post). You just have to keep fighting guys! He will answer, just be patient. Sending my love and blessings to you all as always. Love you blog fam!

Let’s do this!

Hey guys, ya girl is officially back! What’s goooood blog fam? Been a minute I know, but most of you know what has been going on, so thank you for holding it down for me and understanding that I needed some time away from posting blogs. Life will throw some crazy things at us, but we always have to keep pushing. I’m ready to step more out of my comfort zone and change up this site a little bit and bring some new and improved content. I love you guys and stay tuned for tomorrow nights post at 8pm!!

What she feels

I’ve been noticing that I don’t take much pictures smiling anymore. I do a slight smile, I get it a lot that I have pretty teeth, yet I don’t even show them in my pictures anymore. (You will understand where I’m going with this). I need to make some changes, I want to smile more again in photos and videos. I smile when I’m with my friends, my love, and when I speak to people, then I get home and BOOM I feel kind of miserable. Last year and this year have just been so iffy for me. It’s like the way that I’m feeling shows in my pictures if that makes sense. I’m beginning to believe that it is time for me to leave this town as soon as possible and start a new chapter because I put God first, I pray and I pray, I give, I love hard, I try to live my young life while living here, I surround myself with good people, but for some reason this town doesn’t feel like home anymore. This earth isn’t our home to begin with, but I still felt comfortable and safe here you know? With all these young people passing away in my town (mostly from shootings) it makes me feel miserable and sad. There’s so much hate and I just would like to help change some things somehow. God willing, when I leave this town I want to be able to look forward to visiting my HOMETOWN. I grew up here, this is supposed to be home, yet it feels like a war zone. It’s November 5th and three other people lost their lives early this morning in my “hometown”. It hasn’t even been a week since E passed away and I saw that devastating news on social media this morning. That is four young people this month alone that have passed away from guns in Brevard. It’s up to us to speak out, motivate, and be there for our people. This is part of me speaking out… this is what God wants us to do. He wants us to come together and to stop being against each other. It has got to end. As I stated before, I love you guys. If you need to talk please reach out to me. I know we cannot stop everyone from making certain decisions, but it’s worth trying. If you have friends that aren’t on a good path, let them know that you got them. Help them, check on them! I wasn’t planning on writing such a huge sentimental post today, but when I saw social media this morning, I knew I had to say something. Sending blessings, -Felicite’

Quick positive quote

Hey blog fam! I don’t have much to write tonight because I have an assignment that I need to start working on, or I will be behind. I just wanted to share a positive quote with you all;

– Anonymous

We want our plans to happen so quickly, but we have to understand that life doesn’t work like that. We should be patient and let God determine if those plans are meant for us or not. Love you guys! Find some time to relax tonight if you can, and you already know I’m sending my positive energy and blessings.

Heavy hearts

Good morning everyone. It has already been a tough weekend for basically all of us in my town. We lost another person, someone who only was able to make it to twenty years old. Someone who was very respectful and had you laughing no doubt. We only knew each other for three years, and did not speak everyday, but this is that hurt. My boyfriend was closer to him than I was, and seeing him heart broken makes my heart even heavier. This year has been very insane for a lot of people. We read in the Bible that tragedies are supposed to happen, but when it happens, of course we are still shocked and sad. God got another Angel and he will forever live on. I just want you guys to know to try to forgive and love hard because things can happen so fast. We need to come together and stop the hate. People can be so selfish and do some cruel things, and it’s not okay. That’s someone’s son, friend, family member, etc. Palm Bay was never like this, we need to do something TOGETHER to inspire people to spread love.. something. I’ve been praying so much and I’m not one to question God, so I don’t ask why did this have to happen. I love you guys, even if we aren’t close or don’t know each other, I still love you. You will forever live on Ethan! #LLE

Can’t wait to share

I have so many stories to share with you guys, but one huge story I’m excited to share with you guys soon is my vegetarian journey. It’s going so great right now and I will be doing a big post about it soon for sure! I will be including photos so you can see how I looked before. I am so proud of myself and I plan to keep going! To my vegetarian people, what are some good recipes you could possibly share with me? I am up for trying new things! I won’t hold you guys up too long because I know it’s Halloween tonight. I’m just in the house for the night relaxing, probably going to watch some movies. I have a long weekend ahead of me with working, looking for some new jobs, and writing papers for two classes. I hope you all are enjoying your night. Sending blessings and love always!